SO FAR SO NOTHING....

I POSTED FOUR DAYS AGO THAT I WOULD BE AS SELFISH AS THEY COME AND THIS YEAR WOULD BE MY YEAR . I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SELFISHNESS GOT TO DO WITH IT BUT I AM FINDING OUT ,THAT PUTTING ME ON THE MAP IS NOT AS EASY AS I THOUGH. I AM NOT SURE HOW SOME PEOPLE DO IT! I CAN'T MAKE IT BEYOND THE DAILY SHOWER ROUTING AND THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN THE CARD. I CAN'T WAKE UP EARLIER TO TRY TO PUT AN EYE KOHL LET ALONE A FACE MASK. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!!!!! I AM NOT GIVING UP.