So sick, but happy.

I know, I know!
It is been a while since i wrote, and now i am here to write about me being sick and sick. Not cool.
What can i say, it is been very hectic as you know and not enough time in day to do all i wanna do, including writing.
As much this is really pain to have a headache and a wheezing chest i am enjoying to have a little time in bed. I am also learning that being in bed doesn't have to be all bad, you can read( gossip mag), you can watch a quality TV( the Kardashians) and you can eat healthy food(chicken tikka masala), so as you see, i am in for a fun night with the SOUTH & NORTH(a bbc period dramma).

IRRITABLE STATE OF MIND!

Here i am ones more making my days even more interesting!
I weighted myself the other day and found out i am actually quite big(13stone).

Since, i am going to a wedding soon, as previously mentioned, i need to be in tiptop shape for this.

Some would say,you are what you are leave it there, be yourself,blah,blah,blah.

Well, I say, you must be a man,because if you are a woman you would know the importance of looking your absolute best in these sort of occasions.So, here begins the torture.

It already started sort of, the only thing is i can't handle the no coffee thing.I need my caffeine and getting quite irritated.

I really admire anyone who starts their day with out any sort of stimulant,how do you do it?

It is late in the night and i am getting tired, it is been a very busy and hungry day,so i bid you good night.

Passion

You need to find what you passionate about,so you can write about a poem or a short story no longer than 2000 word and no less than 2000.

Gosh, that is what my tutor said,.I am passionate about a lot of things,Chicken tariyaki at Subway,horror movies,Manga books but none of them inspire me to write 2000 word of anything about them.Maybe i should write about that cute guy that works at Starbucks.

So,what am i passionate about that worth writing about,it is kinda hard to pinpoint a single thing out of a lot of unfulfilled passions.

Someone suggested i should take my self a date and find something about myself,.Huh, how can one do that,without looking like a total idiot.

I am not sure how i am to do this but need to,somehow i feel like,i don't know myself.

Passion, passion, passion, no matter how many times i repeat it, zilch nothing is coming to my mind.

FALLING IN TO THE FRENZY.

I am going to a wedding soon and that is adding to the hectic schedule,I have to find something to wear and the only lady i would trust my hair with is all booked till next month.Aaaargh.

Somali wedding is a bit of a nightmare,it usually goes for a week and it involves different ceremonies.

The first one is when the guy's family will come and ask the girl's hand and that is just for the close family members.

Then there is the Nikaah and that is when they perform the religious ceremony and that means you are officially married in the eyes of Allah.

After that, there is the wedding party and that is when the bride goes with the groom.

Then there is the third day party, tree days after the wedding party, where the girlfriends and relatives bring the gifts to the bride and grooms house.

And the last party is when all the women friends and family of both sides(women only)come together to officially recognize the bride as a married women, basically it is the rite of passage for the girl,from single to married.

So,as you see i am gonna need 3 different gowns for this and not only gowns but hair do and shoes and .... basically the whole shebang.

Pray for my little soul and feet,yeah the feet. :)

BUSY BEE,BUUUUUZZZZZZZ.

It has been so busy lately,after Ramadan,i was expecting thing to take a steady pace but no such luck.
As my work is a freelancer,i was thinking there would be more free time than lancer bit.Wrong again.

I almost missing time for myself.Not that i am complaining or any thing. I actually like being busy,it keeps my mind healthy,..
I am one of those who, when they have free time become melancholic and end up in some sort of funny farm,so in reality being busy is my happy pill.(sad heh)..but started a creative writing course to help me learn HOW - TO- put my inner thoughts in to paper and that is sort of added to the time shortage that was already there.

It will be back to normality after i get use to this new schedule,i guess,in the mean time i am enjoying being all over the place.
The only down side is that i have no time for social networking,.

I am gonna let this post as it is and stop writnig as we speak and get on with the book that being suggested for us(creative class)to read.. Anyone read ANIMAL FARM by G.Orwell.?I guess,everyone in their GCSE's but since i am not from the UK and my GCSEI's were kind of different, i didn't and i am liking it.

So, from me it is good night and write to you Soon(i hope)...

Eid Mubarak.,Ciid wanaagsan,Selamat hari raya

Ramadan finished in style,with family and friends gathering at the 1Eid program in London.
It was amazing we had the morning Eid prayers under a huge marquee at the park.

Somali,Pakistani,Malay, Middle-eastern food were in offer to mention few and i tasted all.
I start tasting from the Pakistani table and went down to the last table,.I didn't realize i was eating at all,after all i was just tasting them.
I am telling myself that this is Eid and eating that much is part of the tradition,not sure about the tummy ache though.

visited family that usually don't see,unless something happens,friends that i don't see or talk to unless you count writing on their fb wall.
all in all beautiful day it was, masha'allah.
EID MUBARAK,CIID WANAAGSAN,SELAMAT HARI RAYA.